hot water. lay for hours. submerged. warm my body. please. am i the only one who is this fucking cold? suppose so. head, shoulders, knees, and...can't feel my fucking toes. huh. hot water. drink more hot water. warm up. run. cool down. hot water. lay in hot water. god grant me catabolism. come on. don't be scared. i'm not. break me down. i enjoy this.