love: thunderstorms. rain. dark skies. windy nights. chillin. victorian furniture. new clothes. feeling out of control. ting of new guitar strings. running alone. writing down random shit. numb. masochism. human mind. spiritual warfare. winning. tiny waists. eyes. mysterious people. imagination. dreaming. nightmares. lucid dreams. far away places. ireland. celtic history. christianity. buddhism. zen. religious institutions and how they began. diet coke. melancholy, angry, emotional music. chili peppers. rage. afi. alanis. sarah. kurt. classic rock. minor piano sonatas. moonlight sonata. contrast. black and white. extremes. change. changing color. acting. affection. love. sensitivity. closeness. dreaming. again. dreaming. traveling to the end of the earth. obituaries. the stories we leave behind. cycle of birth, life, death, rebirth. pondering time. letting myself go. shiraz. syrah. escargot. calamari. strawberries. dark chocolate. beautiful memories. sicily. genealogy. passion. service. altruism. consummate love. purpose. seasons. learning. always learning.

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